I Was Molested When I Was 7 by My Sister When She Was 15?
Question by Joe Schmooo: I was molested when i was 7 by my sister when she was 15?
at the age of 23, my father killed himself. I didn’t just fall into a deep depression, i was launched there. I began looking for something to make me not think, feel anything. Up to this point in my life had not even had a single drop of alcohol. well i jump into Crystal meth and GHB(not my finest moment in life) but in do so i unlock so very painful flashback that i can only explain as moments in my life that i baried deep deep deep with in my memories.. now looking back at my life before my dad killed himself, i could never remember my childhood, everyone would ask, but i could never really remember anything from until about 14-15 on. i have been in therapy for some time now, and i am still really messed up. my therapist thinks i should tell my mom about my child hood, because in 2008 i really couldn’t handle the flashback, so i started bing and purging, and in doing so 75% of my muscles have atrophied. I was a college baseball player, so in becoming bulimic i knew that would hurt me the most, cause i felt so ashamed about what happened(who does that to a 7 year old, who makes a 7 year old feel disgusted with who he is!!!!!!!!!!!) Im sorry i ramble, but here is my question…”should i tell my mom about my child hood, cause she knows about the bulimia, but thinks it was over a girl i broke up with…should i tell my mom the truth?? cause its killing me inside..cause i still have to see my sister, and i know if i tell my mom, she wont believe me. My sister and i had a tramultious child hood, we fought so much from about 8 and on, and i could never know why, i just knew i hatted her. If i tell my mom, she will think im making it up, to get back at her…but i have been holding thiSecretct for to long, i need to say something, SHOULD I OR SHOULDNT I???someone please help me…i have been holding onto this secret for 23 years
and also sorry for the spelling, the bulimia cause brain damage
my therapist thinks i should tell her, but im more afraid of break my moms heart, and then her turning on me for this
i kicked the crystal and ghb 2.5 years after he died…been drug free since.. and yes i have a job that i work full time…so anyone who has negative comments, believe me, anything you say is your right(just know, they have a special place in hell for you)
Best answer:
Answer by Quasimodo
For someone that was in college and can’t spell worth a sheet.
How about saying…”Oh well….I need to push this into the past, get on with my life and start living and being productive’ instead of whining?
Things happen in life Junior. Some have more things happen in them than others. Whining and sniveling doesn’t help. Grow some nuts, pick yourself up, brush yourself off and quit blaming all these things that happened in the past for your miserable failure.
Jesus…….get real man.
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